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Hello world... nha, nothing!!

Mon Jul 13, 2009, 3:50 AM
  • Mood: Jolly
  • Listening to: PLastic Tree
  • Reading: Låt den rätte komma in
  • Eating: as litle as posible ;D
  • Drinking: water ;D
It seems, I'll get a lighttable 8D *happyface*

even if I have to build it myself, that's fine x)
I'll at least finaly get one!!!

my amrs hurts like hell, when I use the windows for the same prupose <.<

And I'll buy a scaner soon, and new headphones...
my saved money should be enough now :D
I want atumn to come too, then I'll hopfully get my tatuu! *happyface*


right noe I'm just waiting for my gooddamn best friend in the world! Marta <3
She'll be coming here tomorrow and stay for a week ^^

And my apartement is almost finished too ^^
I'll be able to move out.

the only thing that I'm not happy about is that my b.f is gone for a week .___. </3
He was here last night, saying goodbye.
oh, well...

I'll survive I think

It feels like everything is gonna be fine for once :)



p.s I don't care about my spellings today x)

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I'm constantly working with myself.
trying to regain what i lost a long time ago.
My self-confident me.
Friends.
My common sense.
Self control.
And more... I'm trying to rebuild my life.
Restore things.

Some tracks will always remain, I know that.
But as it is now, it feels like everything is going to be better soon.
I'm working to complete my life instead of ending it as fast as posible.

But the best thing is that I've managed to come this far, mostly by my own power.
And now, I have the supor from all wounderfull friends I didn't have before.
I'm still a bit of a danger to myself, I know that.
I no longer wish to die, I want to live, now, when I have something to live for.
I'm still hurting myself, but it's not as bad as before.
Right now it feels like I'll be able to make it.

my situation is different.
in my curent state I'm happy.
I have no problem talking about the past, I just do¨n't think that it's intresting for someoneselse to listen to mys story.
Everyone has their own story.
Mine is note sader or worse than anyonelse, it's not better or happier either.

I have to work on how I look at myself.
I know that i won't be able to continue like I do at the moment.
I know that I'm very close to fall into the claws of anorexia.
I don't want that.
But maybe I do want it.
I still can't make upp my mind.

But I know that I'm gonna survive trough this!
I know it.
It's not like I'm having a hard time, compared to someoneelse.

This is my own experinces, and the way it made me feel.
You, might not find it tradgick or sad the same way I did, when I was fressed out.
but that's how it is.
Everyone is diffferent and experiences become differnet for each person.

What makes me cry, might make you luagh.

Everyone is differnet.


Some people are more "different" from the stream.

I was and are one of those, that's why I was freezed out. I know that.
But it's fine now.
Everything is gonna be fine.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: soon in an apartement in sundsvall/sweden
  • Interests: everything expect the things i'm not intrested in ;D
  • Favourite band or musician: lots ^^
  • Favourite genre of music: ehm.. rock, metal, pop, j-rock... and more
  • Favourite cartoon character: Batman

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~VIRULENT-LOLITA-TAN:iconVIRULENT-LOLITA-TAN: May 14, 2009, 6:54:29 AM
check out my blog [link]

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~Kimininegaiwo:iconKimininegaiwo: May 17, 2009, 10:30:03 AM
alright :)

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Mood: Joy ~Proserpina88:iconProserpina88: May 5, 2009, 2:52:10 PM
Oh, no problem! I really love this picture.

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~Kimininegaiwo:iconKimininegaiwo: May 6, 2009, 11:09:51 AM
glad you like it ^^

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Mood: Wow! ~i5amu:iconi5amu: May 2, 2009, 2:07:49 AM
So many great drawings~~

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I shall live on, Though love made me go crazy once,
For I value life, As the most valuable thing I have.

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~Kimininegaiwo:iconKimininegaiwo: May 3, 2009, 3:55:37 AM
Thx ^^

and Welcome Back! :D
Havn't seenyou here in a while!

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~i5amu:iconi5amu: Jun 7, 2009, 1:47:17 AM
haven't been around the net for a while..hmm..

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I shall live on, Though love made me go crazy once,
For I value life, As the most valuable thing I have.

[link] <--- My Devian
[link] <--- My Blog
[link] <--- My Music Blog
~mostly-harmless-mike:iconmostly-harmless-mike: Feb 9, 2009, 11:39:00 AM
THANKS FOR THE FAV!

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Stay Funky,

Mostly Harmless Mike

(All comments posted by Mostly Harmless Mike are meant to be read with an overdone British accent. Please when reading these comments, repeat them out loud in a British accent.)

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~Kimininegaiwo:iconKimininegaiwo: Feb 9, 2009, 11:40:15 AM
you're welcome!

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